On Monday, our baby turned 9 months old! He has started to pull up on the furniture and crawls crazy fast, especially when there is a sock left on the floor to gnaw on (it's not the worst thing he's ever chewed on at least-- I pick my battles). His newest achievement is disobedience! I knew it would come sooner or later, but this is a little sooner than I had hoped. It goes something like this: I say "No, Judah. Don't touch the dishwasher." He takes his hand off the dishwasher, looks straight at me, then touches it with the rattle that is in his other hand and smiles... I have a feeling this will be an ongoing challenge of parenthood.
Our big news is that we have decided to adopt! We are just starting the process now and it will take a few months before we have all of our paperwork, homestudy, etc. in order. We want to adopt domestically (a baby from the US) and the organization we have decided to use is called
Bethany Christian Services. The way adoption works with BCS is that when a pregnant woman who is interested in placing her child for adoption comes to them, if she chooses adoption after counseling about her options, she chooses the family she wants to place her child with. This means that we have no idea when we will be adopting as we will have to wait until we are chosen. We are very excited to be pursuing this and hopefully will be adding another wonderful life to our family sometime in the next couple years! For those of you Judah-lovers out there, don't worry, I think we will have more biological children someday too =)
I was holding Judah the other night, nursing him before bed, and I started thinking about a couple verses from the Bible. One is Joshua 1:5 where God says to Joshua "I will never leave you nor forsake you." Another is Romans 8:38-39 where it says "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, nor angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." I cannot tell you how much I love Judah! It has brought me to tears many times. I will tell Judah this now and for all his life: nothing can separate you from my love. That this is what God tells us blows me away more and more as I understand what it is like to have a parent's love for a child.